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Tuesday, August 16, 2011

i know i can do it:)

Yeah approximately im already here


Here On the point of  my life that I DONT NEED TO SMILE if IM sad,I dont need to pretend that im okey even Im not
i Know there's a lot of changes in life
"CHANGES"who made me better person.
NOW- i can walk al-by myself
i can be with anybody who i want to be with
ive already improved my "social life".
IVE been participating in some of our activities in school
IVe also tried to "DANCE" in front of the crowd
Rapping and beat boxing in from of the class
acting like a MESS


but in some point of my life 
i miss being the
"old me"



the Grace who only knows to "banat"some cheezy quotations


the GRACE who walk out and turnED to "makahiya"whenever she saw "LUCKYCHARM"


the GRACE who put tissue  on her "WET UNDER-ARM"in front of the crowd


the GRACE who doesnt care if she doesn's have assignment


the IMPECTUS GRACE everytime  she mingle with her COMRADE(friends)


the TRUCULENT grace everytime she was hurt


"know everytime i look at the mirror,i cant see this grace"
cause i know  the old GRACE is full of kindness but being abused" "lovable but HURT"
i dont want to FEEL  these again.






Ive change cause you let me to CHANGE
Ive forgotten cause you dont do things to  BE remember








(BTW i wanna share it with you guys)HOPE you like it:)
it also a part of my unfinished novel.
HARSH,(i dont have plans to finish it)haha
well
check it out;)

Stare at the mirror, like how/
Like wow, why now/
When everything is falling to place, it all falls down/
This here’s for every person, anyone who be hurting/
All the drama, the confusion and everything that’s uncertain/
May it be caused by love or caused by hate/
Or probably caused by doubt and lack of faith/
Be strong keep your head up and wipe them tears/
You’re alone you better step up and face your fears/
Cause this is life and you gotta face reality/
I know it bites, face the music cause there is melody/
There’s a reason for every situation you get into/
It’s true, and in every situation you could get through/
Just make sure you wont regret the decision you make/
Cause
Stare at the mirror, like how/
Like wow, why now/
When everything is falling to place, it all falls down/
This here’s for every person, anyone who be hurting/
All the drama, the confusion and everything that’s uncertain/
May it be caused by love or caused by hate/
Or probably caused by doubt and lack of faith/
Be strong keep your head up and wipe them tears/
You’re alone you better step up and face your fears/
Cause this is life and you gotta face reality/
I know it bites, face the music cause there is melody/
There’s a reason for every situation you get into/
It’s true, and in every situation you could get through/
Just make sure you wont regret the decision you make/
Cause possibilities are there is this heart you make or break/
Don’t make mistakes with the path that you take/
I know how hard it is I’ve been in your place/
Been in that phase, don’t know the outcome cause I aint there yet/
But I’m right here for you, heart and mind please bear that/
I aint leaving you alone, no matter what/
Believe in me when I say no matter what/
Honesty is what I write down/
Truth in me couldn’t pipe down/
Wrote this to make me feel better, but hey it makes me frown/
Puts me down, just like how you did/
My heart is unbreakable, it just got ripped/
It’s up to you if you wanna fix or stitch it up/

Cause I tear my heart open, can’t sow myself shut…
 possibilities are there is this heart you make or break/
Don’t make mistakes with the path that you take/
I know how hard it is I’ve been in your place/
Been in that phase, don’t know the outcome cause I aint there yet/
But I’m right here for you, heart and mind please bear that/
I aint leaving you alone, no matter what/
Believe in me when I say no matter what/
Honesty is what I write down/
Truth in me couldn’t pipe down/
Wrote this to make me feel better, but hey it makes me frown/
Puts me down, just like how you did/
My heart is unbreakable, it just got ripped/
It’s up to you if you wanna fix or stitch it up/
Cause I tear my heart open, can’t sow myself shut…




Sunday, August 14, 2011

scared for the midterm

sa totoo lang easy lang naman,
,ang subject ko pero ang MATH.shit talaga...
Ewan ko ba ,bakit kahit anong gawin kong effort  sa math di pa rin ako satisfied sa grades ko  unlike kapag english,filipino,or kahit na ano pa yan,kahit sauluhin,explanation .CARRY KO IH.
.pero ang math "damn it"
Tulad nung Prelim Nagaral ako sa algebra pero i really hate my score after that.Akala ko talaga i will get higher as i expected pero too bad it was not
.I HATE it.Nagbigay ako ng effort nagpaturo pa ko sa frend ko pero its not enough kung san pa ko di nag aral dun pa ko nakataas
,Ewan ko ba?????????????????????????
 at eto
next week "MIDTERM" natatakot na naman ako sa lecheng math na yan ,
hindi lang kase 1 ang math ko "TATLO"take note "THREE"TRES,TATLO....
YUNG trigo at mathlpus keri pa talaga ihh..PERO ANG LINTEK NA ALGEBRA NA yan..Ewan ko..
I should stop this
magagawa pa ko ng "ENGDRA "ihhh.."ENGINEERING DRAWING"
(feeling ko masasayang lang yung isang set ng  "staedler"na binili ko,kase kumukalat kapag sinusulat buti nalang may gelpen ako;)
off to study na
bye guyss;)


Thursday, August 4, 2011

Party

WITH KENNETH SYA ANG PHOTOGRAPHER  KO


CLASSMATE'S

WITH THE 5th year students of the computer engineering

emo ako


"first acquaintance Party"
College na talaga ako
o diba
Ang dami ko ng alam
hahahahaha



Saturday, July 23, 2011

EXTENSION








YEAH .my hair extension..
it looks like real but definitely itS not.
my hair is short,,
ive never tried to have a long hair,i dunno why?but i want long hair,Maybe because sometimes.I'M INSANE TO CUT IT.
I already try a curly hair,black rebounded hair ,,,short,,,
i guest my next hair style is "SEMI -KALBO"
haha..
nothing important to share
i want a long hair..:((

Saturday, July 9, 2011

july:)

yeah first week ng July
eto yung mga nagyari
;^pumunta ako ng LIPA para bumili ng engineering drwang...ang mahal ha
pero xempre gala na rin with my best frend ERIKA OUTSU..
:^Na  nominate ako na AUDITOR ng organization "ACES"
unexpected tlga...WALA sa plano ko yun.hahhaaha
>^ACES BONDING..grabi parang isang pamilya..
tulungan,,,tawanan at damayan..mukang magigigng masaya ang 5 years ko ahhh...
'^ahhmp.....nakatabi ko  si "";)""di ko sya crush attracted lang ako sa kanya..para tuloy gusto ko magbago habang nandito pa xa..ahhhmp....happy to feel her skin..hahha...nangungulit pa sya....ahhhoo;)
UYEEAAAHHH.......
;^PRELIM na nextweek..
kaya nilulubos lubos ko na ang pag ffb,,
atblogger KASE "IIWASAN KO TO NEXTWEEK"
promise..
ayoko mag ka 3 no...
CPE pa nmn course ko
ILL MAKE IT HAPPEN NA BABAMAWI AKO SA MATH
.wait lang
kaya kelangan ko na magaral at review.

paano till my next entry..
antok na ihh..
;)iloveblog;)

Wednesday, June 22, 2011

going back to my ALMA MATER

yeahh its a Wednesday morning..yesterday
i went to my school to get an "org shirt"
to pass my medical certificate
ahmmp......it so tagal....but after 24 yearssss
i made it,,,haaha
with the help of my classmates hindi ko na kinelangang pumila ng milya milya...
;)
hmmm....nagkarron ng UNEXPECTED MEET UP WITH MY HIGHSCHOOL BARKADA'S
DAHIL SA "GM"
kaya importante ang GM NO ;p
 eto tuloy yung nangyare
nabalikan ng wala sa oras lahat ng highschool memories namin...
pati yung mga old teachers namin nakiusisa sa mga bago naming buhay...
nakaka tuwa lang kase after all ,may pakielam pa rin sila sayo..kahit minsan naging sakit ka ng ulo nila.

my fake smile....or should i say  a 50% smile of HAPPINESS

SI CESSITA MANALOTO..HEHEHEHEE.."BUDS KO YAN"

WELL ETO KAMI DATI..pero as you can see tatlo nalang kami sapicture sa taas.
.kase
halos lahat yung iba nasa Manila na or Batangas
kase nagkahiwahiwalay kami ngayong college.
"HINDI AKO MAG EEMOTE NO  NAMISS KO LANG TALAGA YUNG MGA GAGONG  YAN"

Tuesday, June 14, 2011

pain

yeah nagsimula ng college life ko..masaya..new friends...new school..."NEW ALL".
13 lang kaming magkaklase sa  computer engineering;)
sino kaya ang tatagal ng 5 years...well sana walang "BIBIBTIW"..
kakayanin ko...pero tengene....2nd day paalng kakalugaw na ng utak..kamusta naman yun...algebra,,trigo ..LOL..shit talaga...
at habang binabalikan ko yung lesson na yun nung H.S ako..
hindi ko din maiwanasan na maalala lahat,,
"SOBRANG NAKAKAMISS ANG HIGHSCHOOL LIFE"
lahat lahat,,hinahanap hanap ko.
ang nakakalungkot lang,,
ako kaya naalala nila
,namimiss din kaya nila ako.
yung boses ko,yung tittig ko,yung pangungulit ko;(
well parang hindi kase lahat sila sa manila nag aral ako lang yung naiwan dito sa batangas..nakakalungkot na pagkatapos ng lahat ng saya,tawa,lungkot,,pagod luha na pinagdaanana nyo .,ehh mawawala na alng lahat.

"KAYO"
AKALA KO BA FRENDS FOREVER.
akala ko ba walang magbabago..akala ko ba
may text at chat.
nasan na KAYO NGAYON??
alam NYO bang miss KO na kAYO,,alam NYOo bang..naiinis ako kase di NYO manlang ako naalaala..
alam mo bang  naiinis ako sa sarili ko kase haggang ngayon trap pa rin ako sa nakaraan sa tapos na,,sa "kahit kelan HINDI NA MANGYAYARE">>!!!!!!!

pero ganun siguro talaga,may mga taong panadalian lang sa buhay mo,,daanaanan ka lang,,
kayangayon sisikapin ko ng kalimutan lahat...kase ako kinalimutan na ih.
ang tagal ko ng siansabi to pero hindi ko pa din magawa-gawa..

i should forget all "yesterdays" and prepare for the
 TOMORROW...