end of world "BUT". new world for me

 END OF THE WORLD.......

We remember as children this one time where we read the dirt sheets that the world was going to end some random night in October as a comet was going to strike. Keep in mind this was after the movie Armageddon was big and the stories were based on that. We were scared but learned to realize a lot of people say a lot of things to try to get into peoples minds. Hell we do it also

so apparently when we are all worried about Dec 12 2012 might have in store for us, we missed two important things this pass week which makes us worried even more. January 1st marked 1/1/11 which unfortunately did not have a end of the world theme to it and there was a story leaked this week that the end of the world is actually going to be this year…on May 21st to be specific. Its funny how everyone wants the world to end not realizing it means they will no longer be here, but hey whatever floats their boat, or not. There is a Christian group that believes the end will be here soon but haven’t they been saying that forever now?

The bible does have a judgment day theme to it and how people take that is where all these theories come from. A loosely based Christian group that runs their own radio station have been buying up billboards and TV ads to spread the word that May 21st is the end of the world…at least they got the day right. They are already thinking one step of ahead of their critics by letting them know that if they are still here passed this date, it just means that were bad in their life as the day of torment will be sometime in October and they were left here to suffer. This sounds way to easy to live on nice, which just makes this seem even more like a scam. I wonder if they will be serving Kool-Aid on this date. So whatever you believe, just know that we will be here still writing articles for you guys, even if we are in chains and it feels like hell! We personally do not think the world will end with undramatic events, so the major world story lines needs to build up more so that we can see a major shocker at the end of it all, you know like how the WWE does it! Iraq, North Korea, Iran, Facebook….Sure something major can happen soon.

;>they say that tonight "six pm" the world will end..

its funny how other people react.

how they mean it.

i guess they just followed what they feels. their culture and their beliefs.

but for me "god only knows".

even if there's many "SINNERS" in this world god will never make it happen.....

for me "TODAY"i will start a new life.

a new CHALENGES,TRIALS,AND OBSTACLES...

i want to continue my life without you ";)"

i know you change a lot in my life .

you made me feel the real happiness that i never feel in my entire life.

you made me discover my other abilities

you brought "SHINE"into my life

you make my life happy

and in a blink of an eye

you make it 

"MESERABLE",.,

i know i shouldn't let it happen.

but im just human...

i made mistakes

....

i want to run from you

i want to let go all the memories we had cause its "slowly"killing me...

i want to shout all my "UNSPOKEN WORDS"and set me free "FROM YOU"...

but even if you hurts me 

i understand cause you never know how i feel "HOW I REALLY FEEL"...

cuz im afraid ...

so that i keep on hiding it...

i maybe selfish cause i never let you know the reason why i NEED to go..

im doing this for you

cause i know i cant make you happy the way "SHE"made you happy.....

i want to forget you...

the heart isn’t always right.

The heart is in the center of the chest
but it beats on the left side
I guess that is the reason why…
the heart isn’t always right.
True enough, sometimes we get too overwhelmed by our emotions which by nature are hard to control.

I once had the idea that love implies giving everything up for that one person or what I would occasionally refer to as the “the ultimate sacrifice”. Being in love is being a martyr; doing what your heart tells you to do even if it defies logic. Optimism made me believe that such sacrifices would always be reciprocated by the person you gave your heart to.

In time however I have transformed- from being an idealist to a realist. From the experiences of my friends,"CUZIN CK"and those who seek consolation from me, I learned that no matter how much you give up for love, happiness is not guaranteed. To make matters worse, the people who make sacrifices end up getting the opposite of what they want which is pain…

The etymology alone of the word pain speaks so much about its nature. It came from the Latin poinE which means to punish. Pain entails emotional anguish or in simpler terms, being miserable. Does love and pain go hand in hand? Personally, I don’t think so…

Love is not about pain but happiness… an idea often overlooked by those who are blindly following their heart. We are given a mind to go along with a heart for a purpose and that is to think… to be logical. I am not saying that logic is the key to happiness for it is not. What I would want to point out is that these “tools”, our heart and mind go together.

Sacrifices are inevitable, if you don’t risk getting hurt, you would end up being alone for the rest of your life. Such has its limitations however. There is no point in going after someone who has repeatedly caused you pain in more ways than one… Learn! Don’t let your heart fool you. If that person really loves you, then why it is that he/she is out their enjoying himself and you’re stuck in your room with all your senti songs crying. Are you still not tired of staring blankly at your ceiling, thinking that someday things would be better between you and that person? Wake up! Even if you spend a hundred years with the same routine, tomorrow would still be no different. Don’t be a fool! Are you not tired of being played around? One day you’re the happiest person alive, the next thing you know you’re taken for granted. This cycle would go on and on until you decide to put an end to it. Do yourself a favor! There are a hundred million other people in this world, people who would gladly appreciate your presence in their lives. Why stick with some who does not give a damn about you? You deserve someone better!

The tighter you hold the shattered pieces glass in your hand, the more painful it becomes and the deeper your wound would be.